Horrible moment when you start watching this show your mom got leant by a friend with your mom and you start with the second season and you really like this one guy, he’s kinda cute and OHMYGOD SUDDENLY YOU FEEL LIKE YOU SHIP IT and then you go to look up the guys name, because you can’t remember the character’s name, no biggie right, just check it then sleep and you accidentally read that HE DIES.
HOW ABOUT NO
I HAVE TO DEAL WITH TOO MUCH DEATH IN TOO MANY FANDOMS ALREADY
HE WAS A TWO SEASON CHARACTER THAT MEANS COMMITMENT I THOUGHT I WAS SAFE
I WAS NOT SAFE